– I’d have to be less afraid
– Bigger business, better wife, perfect product
– Compulsion to have “it”
– Self-judgements getting in the way of my dream
– Too much shame
– Too difficult, they won’t like me
– Just can’t!
– Never encouraged
– Stop crying or I’ll give you something to cry about!
– Slapped down
– Oher people’s judgements
– Out of control
– I need love and affection
– If anyone loves me, there must be something wrong with them
– I need to not appear needy
– I’ve been used by those who were needy
